No way out

while I'm writing this, I am actually on my way to KL. I mean Hentian Bas Jalan Duta, which is of course in KL. okey nothing big. went home during the study week because yey!! finish my final project. wehoooooo!!! so yeaph. if wanna checl my final project model, you are more than welcome to visit my ig acc. 

12:48 am - [loo break] brb

12:55 am - so umm im kinda bored on the bus and i was bored aaaaaannnddd my mind keep wandering on Outlast (this is AWESOME HORROR GAME eva!! i mean so far) Outlast 2, i checked it'll be out by fall 2016. yeeeyyy!! can't wait. 

my mind also wander on my not-even-exist-bae, Jacob Frye. :))))))) ❤💙💚💛💜💓💕💕💗💖😚😚 omg this guy i just can't. *fan girl mode ON* anyway, since the end of the Environmental Design, I've geen reading a lot, A LOT of Jacob fics. whether 'x Reader' or 'x original female character'. and since Jacob is canonically bisexual, im not even surprised seeing the tag 'Jacob x original male character'. not surprised.

anywah, yeah one of my fav. Jacon fics is Blinding. this one is jus an A++++ for the storyline and writing. 

second, The Dove and the Rook - also an A++++ but the fic hadn't been updated for quite sometime. probably the author is busy hmmm... 

third, is a new comer, Old Habit/(s). omg this one!!!! aaaaahhh the FLUFF IS INTENSE!! what, what the hell is FLUFF??? 

[ergh!! someone is snoring so loud beside me. ugh. and i am in the single seat]

i'll tell you later. so most of the fics i read, most... i read them at archiveonourown.com. this site is more than a stockpile of fandoms and fanfics *fan self*. also read them on tumblr. and wattpad. so yeahhp. :)

so you wanna know what fluff is?
fluff kinda like a tag. if a fanfic has the tag fluff, then the contents of the fic would probably full of sweet and cute things that you imagine your future husband or boyfriend would do to you. i usually die a little bit inside when a Jacob fic has the tag 'fluff' and 'angst'

angst - where the fic has a sad content. my fav. also because i like sad endings. and even though i like sad endings, i never satisfied with it because then i saw the fic as unfinished.

aaaaannndddsmut - where the fic has sexual content. *intensely rolls eyes* jusy stay away. one thing about a fic, ANY fic tagged with 'smut' is that 'the end result is always the same'. some of these fic are just...sometime you can't brain it that it's just funny. 

all my three fav. fics so far do not contain smut so phewh. so yeay!! the fluff so intense i once again...can't !!!! i also like fics which has graphic violence thing tag. as for me, i gotta give it to the author of Blinding. so far, to say that you love someone it doesn't have to be through sex. all you need to do is just care and be there when someone needed you the most. i mean that's what I've noticed from the fic. soo yeahp. 

idk whether i should write my opinion on Outlast. because i finished watching the walkthrough on Thursday. and on Friday (30/4/2016), i finished watching the walkthrough for Outlast: Whistleblower, a downloadable content. this dlc is even more intense than Outlast. maybe... idk. hmm maybe i will. i guess i write when i feel like it.

*shrugs*

1:32 am - still not sleep. i wanna eat. bye.