short update feat. my sketches


my OC original character in case u dont know.

throwback: masa tu aku study physics. menagantuk gila. aku ada la gambaq ana dlm fon aku.
so i thought why not. buat ja lah. then i just do it la :)
the most awkward part to draw probably the lips. my TIP for shading:
tonyoh pensel (pensel sahaja) kat kertas lain dulu lepas tu ambik tisu, cuih sikit
lepas tu sapu kat potret *thumb's up*

and tada!!!! my shay patrick cormac is almost finish! take me more than two months man doing this. i think it was okay. payah jugak la nak buat soang ni pun sebab aku boleh melukis and mewarna pada waktu malam ja. first reason sebab aku tak larat hmmmm alasan second reason is that ligthting waktu malam dgn lighting waktu siang tak sama. third reason is that, kadang2 mata aku ni buat hal. tah la kenapa...dgn komputer lama sangat tak pun another passing phase. 

lebih dua bulan dah la aku kaler kawan ni. start masa minggu first bulan puasa. mewarna sambil tgk gameplay videos. ya lah boring kan. and besides gambaq ori dia ada dlm laptop so sambil menyelam minum ayaq la. tgk gameplay vids dgn mewarna at the same time. dont ask me how i do it. i just do it yknow :) 

waktu bulan posa tu, aku buat satu malam satu bahagian. so sbb tu la yang lama tu. one more, you can see that ada part yg elok, ada part yang kurang elok but still elok. what i'm trying to say is, different part, different technique, different outcome. so yeah. of course i'm proud of myself. AND sebelum aku warna dia ni, aku buat base skecth dulu guna pensel 2B. yah! i know right, 2B. orang sketch guna H atau HB, hang 2B. well besa la I. hahahah! serius okay. base sketch ni aku buat tahun lepas kot. first night short sem (bulan Oktober kot tak silap) dah mula. aku boring gila kot. so i thought nak lukis dia ni lah sebab dia punya outfit smart gila. hihihi. smart doh! masa bulan posa jugak lah aku baru siap base sketch dia. kira bulan Mei (pada tahun 2016) baru siap sepenuhnya dgn fine details sekali. lepas tu warna. pehhhh what a ride !!

i still have art projects that wanna do but idk. my almost spend my whole semester break try to finish him. sikit lagi nak habis tapi haiih jauhnya lagi. nak tambah shadow ngn shade. fuuuuuhhh. so ya :D

there's the update. ikutla nak baca ka dak

favourite video game sountrack this month : Infamous Second Son

P/s: possible continuation of "Beg for mercy part 2"  stay tuned hahaha!

Down and Nerdy

dedicated to my friend who just turned 19 on 11th June recently. yeah she said i was the one who introduced her to the gaming world - from the letter she gave to me after the graduation ceremony. heck yeah. before we begin here, a McD's french fries. because their fries are good


what am i doing this semester break??
ehh not so much. tumblr and youtube as usual. EUROs and ehh that's it. Formula 1. video games gameplay that i have watched, since last year until noww (in no particular order):
note that: DLC stands for downloadable content
  • Assassin's Creed Syndicate
  • CoD: Ghost(s?)
  • CoD: Advanced Warfare hahahah Kevin Spacey. eerrrhhhmargerdddd
  • Assassin's Creed IV: Black Flag
  • Assassin's Creed III
  • Assassin's Creed III: The Tyranny of King Washington DLC
  • Life is Strange - ehhhh kinda teenage drama, story based
  • Assassin's Creed Syndicate: Jack the Ripper DLC 
  • Assassin's Creed Syndicate: The Last Maharaja DLC 
  • Until Dawn - horror, thriller, story based Rami Malekkkkkkkk!!!! Ya Allah, dia comey ni sungguh!
  • Uncharted 4 - adventure, action, best bapak!! *thumbs up for this one*
  • Assassin's Creed Unity
  • Assassin's Creed Unity: Dead Kings DLC
  • Assassin's Creed Rogue
  • Outlast - awesome horror thriller
  • Outlast: The Whistleblower DLC - horror, thriller, +18 (a few minutes of nudity, less than 10 i promise)
  • Mirror's Edge Catalyst - mainly because of Icarus
  • ever so recently: Tales from the Borderlands - kinda comedic, adventure, story-based. featuring a very cute robot. AWESOME GILAAAHH!
  • The Division - third person shooter, story-based hmm kinda. amazing cutscene
the games
let's talk about Assassin's Creed first. AC for short. so, how to describe this game:
before the game is released : awesome, amazing, computer generated graphics trailers, badass-looking assassins who's gonna kill every templar on sight just by looking at them
after the game : okay eehhhhh kinda graphics, harmless templars, money is always not enough, ammo is not enough, melee, short weapon combats also hand to hand combat, ever good looking assassins and templar leaders. 

the AC franchised is my favourite video game franchise from Ubisoft like since the beginning. i always fall for the trailer's graphics. always looking good and new. but when it come to the real game, well not disappointing at all but it was kinda okay. yknow graphic transitions. hmm. AC Syndicate (ACS) and AC Unity (ACU) are my favourites. as for Syndicate, the reasons are, in Syndicate, the combat is much brutal and attractive characters ppfffffttttttt. also it's slightly different. instead of playing one assassin you can play two! that's syndicate. the downside for this game is graphics. but overall IT IS A COOL GAME. and also a confusing game with a lot of potholes. don't left us to rot Ubisoft.

AC Unity next. i don't really like the story but what i REALLY like about this game is the graphics and the NPCs. NPC or non-playable character in Unity is far better than Syndicate's. in ACS the npcs are hahahaha kinda hideous. for female npcs, the face is the same. for Unity, the npc tu ada la taraf dgn main character. not just npc masa cutscene, all the surrounding npcs as well. like...much better kot. tiba2 BM. hah lel.

youtubers i recommend: Gameriot, theRadBrad and Tetra Ninja

the horrors and thrillers: Until Dawn, Outlast and Outlast: The Whistleblower (one youtuber i recommend: theRadBrad <---- this guy is loved by his subscribers). Until Dawn, hohohoho dia punya horror tu slow merangkak. but worth it. kena tunggu. spoilers: happened in one night. my fav. horror Outlast and Outlast: The Whistleblower. ni memang aku suka ah. hebat lagi dari horror movie kat panggung. tgk waktu siang tau...waktu malam pon boleh. tapi pastikan bukan dlm bilik. lampu pasang terang2, bukak tv, tu pun sport channel.

adventures and drama with the team: Life is Strange, Uncharted 4, Tales from the Borderlands. I recommend GameRiot for Uncharted 4, and Tetra Ninja for Tales from the Borderlands. for Life is Stranger, aku tgk kt MKIceandFire. Life is Strange - this game is set in a fictional town named Arcadia Bay (kinda like somewhere in Oregon, USA) and a story about the friendship between Max Caufield and Chloe Price. al-kisahnya macam ni la. Max ni tidaknya mmg dok Arcadia bay dah, lepas tu pindah pi Seattle. lepas tu dia dpt biasiswa untuk menuntut kt Blackwell Academy ehhh sekolah swasta mula2 ohh everything is okay apa semua, then things start to fall into place after Max found surveillance footage in Chloe's stepdad laptop. dari situ---heh tgk video gameplay sendiri yer. 

Uncharted 4 - story based. ada tembak2. good guy vs bad guy. featuring also Cassie Drake and her dog and Malaysia ;)
my ultimate fav.: Tales from the Borderlands - game ni memang drop dead syok ah. tak la banyak2 tambak2 sangat. episode last baru banyak tembak2. story based. in game cutscene. amazing art. the developers who did this really thingk everything through to bring this game and it couldn't get any better. to my dearest friend yg baru nak jinak2 dgn game, hek lol and to best friend, Miss D, tgk gameplay game ni tau. absolutely worth it. lawak pulak tu. ada robot comey pulak tu. OMG!

the games i am looking forward this year: Outlast 2 and Watch_Dogs 2

eeeee!! creepynya. watch a roughly 5 minute gameplay??
takpa tak takut pon gameplay dia tu. kena ligan dgn orang kampung ja

hhihiihihi sorry for the long post. i really just wanted you guys to know, this is what i am doing cuz i dont have the game and all i can do is watch trailers and feel hopeful about it and watch the gameplay. so yeah.. bye.

kalau tak suka jangan baca tau

No way out

while I'm writing this, I am actually on my way to KL. I mean Hentian Bas Jalan Duta, which is of course in KL. okey nothing big. went home during the study week because yey!! finish my final project. wehoooooo!!! so yeaph. if wanna checl my final project model, you are more than welcome to visit my ig acc. 

12:48 am - [loo break] brb

12:55 am - so umm im kinda bored on the bus and i was bored aaaaaannnddd my mind keep wandering on Outlast (this is AWESOME HORROR GAME eva!! i mean so far) Outlast 2, i checked it'll be out by fall 2016. yeeeyyy!! can't wait. 

my mind also wander on my not-even-exist-bae, Jacob Frye. :))))))) ❤💙💚💛💜💓💕💕💗💖😚😚 omg this guy i just can't. *fan girl mode ON* anyway, since the end of the Environmental Design, I've geen reading a lot, A LOT of Jacob fics. whether 'x Reader' or 'x original female character'. and since Jacob is canonically bisexual, im not even surprised seeing the tag 'Jacob x original male character'. not surprised.

anywah, yeah one of my fav. Jacon fics is Blinding. this one is jus an A++++ for the storyline and writing. 

second, The Dove and the Rook - also an A++++ but the fic hadn't been updated for quite sometime. probably the author is busy hmmm... 

third, is a new comer, Old Habit/(s). omg this one!!!! aaaaahhh the FLUFF IS INTENSE!! what, what the hell is FLUFF??? 

[ergh!! someone is snoring so loud beside me. ugh. and i am in the single seat]

i'll tell you later. so most of the fics i read, most... i read them at archiveonourown.com. this site is more than a stockpile of fandoms and fanfics *fan self*. also read them on tumblr. and wattpad. so yeahhp. :)

so you wanna know what fluff is?
fluff kinda like a tag. if a fanfic has the tag fluff, then the contents of the fic would probably full of sweet and cute things that you imagine your future husband or boyfriend would do to you. i usually die a little bit inside when a Jacob fic has the tag 'fluff' and 'angst'

angst - where the fic has a sad content. my fav. also because i like sad endings. and even though i like sad endings, i never satisfied with it because then i saw the fic as unfinished.

aaaaannndddsmut - where the fic has sexual content. *intensely rolls eyes* jusy stay away. one thing about a fic, ANY fic tagged with 'smut' is that 'the end result is always the same'. some of these fic are just...sometime you can't brain it that it's just funny. 

all my three fav. fics so far do not contain smut so phewh. so yeay!! the fluff so intense i once again...can't !!!! i also like fics which has graphic violence thing tag. as for me, i gotta give it to the author of Blinding. so far, to say that you love someone it doesn't have to be through sex. all you need to do is just care and be there when someone needed you the most. i mean that's what I've noticed from the fic. soo yeahp. 

idk whether i should write my opinion on Outlast. because i finished watching the walkthrough on Thursday. and on Friday (30/4/2016), i finished watching the walkthrough for Outlast: Whistleblower, a downloadable content. this dlc is even more intense than Outlast. maybe... idk. hmm maybe i will. i guess i write when i feel like it.

*shrugs*

1:32 am - still not sleep. i wanna eat. bye. 

A beg for mercy

He had been three weeks since Semester break which only last for a couple of days. Hmm, very sad and since that holiday, I hadn’t stop working. Yknow I am architecture/environmental design foundation program student, and basically ‘work’ means projects and assignments.

Basically, daripada hari Isnin petang aku sampai tu, teruih aku keluaq pi Midvalley sebab nak bayaq bill Yes. Ha, okay settle. Malam tu tak tidoq tau ak sebab aku still dok buat mock up model. Mock up model tu tau ak yang second punya. Yang first tinggal atas bus. Kalau tidak nak buat mock up model tu hari selasa masa cuti sem tu. Punya semangatlah aku nak buat model tu. Aku cari la beg plastik yang ada model tu. Punya la cari, tengok2 tak dak. Then it hits me. Allah! Tinggal atas bas. Perh! Broken gila aku. So tak pa la. Petang selasa tu pun pi la First Touch, beli model board yang tebal. Nasib pisau aku tu pun baru lagi. Gagahla makan board tebai tu. Aku start buat model tu malam rabu (malam pada hari rabu/malam menjelang khamis) sampaila awal pagi Khamis. Besa la kan budak archi. Uhukhukhuk. So that’s my sem break

Sampai CFSIIUM petang Isnin tu, keluaq pi Mid, bayaq bill and beli makanan kot tak silap aku. Stok makanan untuk seminggu. Ha tak pa la. Memandangkan malam isnin tu akan jadi busy aku pun skip la official dinner. Makan maggi ja. Then tidoq sat. pukul 1, ka 2 pagi, aku tak ingat bangun, buat model. Tak ingat la buat sikit ka banyak. Tu dah hamper sebulan yang lepas. Hihihi. Tak pa la. Hari rabu consultation. Okay ada bahagian approved. Tambah sikit2. Malam khamis, yezza start potong board model yang betul2 punya. Konon nak buat slow2 la sampai weekend. Tengok2 weekend malam ahad sampai pagi isnin tu struggle buat. Aku punya model lagi payah lagi pada orang len. *angkat2 kening*

Model check, representation board check. Isnin kena presentation model tu. Haa takpa la. Gambar pun okey edit lawa orait, nak print. Buat la document, susun gambar2, edit apa semua. Okay letak dlm pendrive. Pendrive aku tum mg ada virus, tpi kadang2 bley la jugak letak file. Haa tak pa la. Pi la kedai print. Dah la jauh nak mampoih. Demi gambaq yang berkualiti aku sanggup jalan jauh. Sampai kedai print, cucuk pendrive kat computer, Allah file tak dak pulak dalam pendrive. Aku pun balik la bilik, nasib la satu tingkat ja, last2 bluetooth file masuk fon, pi la kedai print balik. Allah. Dengan lepas hujan waktu tu, dengan dahaganya. Aku tak makan wei. Haritu payah ah aku nak makan benda bergula satu saat pon. Dah print apa semua, pi la studio, studio kat mahallah. Ha pi la lepas tu. Gunting lekat gambaq pa semua, baru hantaq presentation board kat office lect. Jalan lagi. Ya Allah

Esok hari selasa submission untuk workbook dngn drawing. Malangnya malam isnin tu exam statistics. Takleh la rehat, ingat nak makan bihun tomyam. Balik presentation teruih aku tidoq sampai pukul 7. Ada la study satu mukasurat ja daripada nota yang lect. Bagi. Betui wei aku tak bohong. Okay tak la satu mukasurat tapi aku skip2 la. Baca ni sikit, ni sikit. Then masuk la exam hall. Jawab la. Aku pun macam. Hah! Aku tak kisah la. Sorry sebab mencarut. I don’t give a fuck la. Aku jujur ni perasaan aku. Haa. Lantak la. Balik exam statistic tu aku tdoq la dulu, baru buat bangun lukisan ngn workbook tu. Sebab workbook tak guna tu, aku pun skip class research skill. Haa kelas tu pun tak guna jugak. Lukisan aku tu pun hah lantak lah. Aku malas nak emo emo ni. Mampuih mung ah!

Malam selasa tu pun rehat la.

Esok tu rabu. Okay new project. Board site analysis. Bro afiq, lect. Sambilan utk studio kami pun masuk. Okay bagitau kena buat apa. Lepas tu pi site. Dah habis pa semua kat site tu, balik bilik. Hmm apa lagi tidoq ah. So malam tu rilek la sikit. Study IRK. Aku igt gagahla A- sbb IRK senang, and straight forward lagi dripada RKA. Exam IRK hari sabtu. Haa tak pa la. Jumaat kelas cancel. Walaupun cancel, kmi meet up jugak sbb board site analysis tu group work. Talk about my findings we my group and the design of the layout for the board pa semua, then dismissed. Esok, Sabtu, exam. Soalan last tu aku jawab satu ayat ja. Yg len penuh sebab aku Frye jer. Hehehehe. Yes man Jacob Frye is still my bae. Habih exam tu fuh lega. Pa lagi an keluaq ah. Pukul 12 aku keluaq, pukui 2 sebelum pukui 3 balik dah. Igt nak tgk zootopia tapi slot sikit. Lepas tu beratoq panjang. Aku dah tak sabaq, so aku pi shopping buku ah, barang makanan then, Subway.

Then hari Ahad. Rilek2 lagi. Ya la recover kononnya. Aku bangun malas2 pagi tu. Ya lah whats the rush. Yang board tu submission isnin minggu depan. Ho rilek2 la. Maghrib around 7:37…rasanya la. Madam hantaq kat whatsapp submission untuk board site analysis tu kena hantaq rabu (23/3). Aku muka pokerface ah. YG HARI JUMAAT HARITU TK BAGITAU PULAK. HOOO NAK NAIK GILA TAU AK. So kiranya malam Ahad tu malam last before we go into our sleepless battles sampai hari rabu.

Isnin tu pun, okay you fuckas, im ready. Tapi hari Isnin tu pun sebenarnya aku penat jugak la. Team mate aku ni ada la yg trace balik plan guna kaedah carboning. So haa tak pa la. Aku offer nak ink. Masalahnya jugak la sebab semua nak buat kat bilik. Untuk aku senang lagi la kalua buat kat studio. At least 2 orang bleh handle 1 board. So tak pa la. Aku tidoq awal hari tu dalam pukul 12. Aku bangun 6:30 hari selasa tu. Kelas pukul 8. Ya Allah tak sangga malasnya wei. Punya la awal kelas. Like dude chill. Kelas ICT pukul 8. Ha pi la kelas ICT pun. Balik kelas pukui 10 tidoq lagi. Lepas team mate whatsapp

“weh aku siap dah trace plan”

*dok mamai* “haa 5 minit lagi aku pi”

Bangun 10:49. Kelas IRK pukul 11. Tapi masa aku tidoq tu aku tak buang tudung, so jimat la masa. Pi la bilik kawan aku kt tingkat 2 ni. Ambik board. Pi balik bilik aku, ambik beg pi kelas. Kelas IRK went well. After lunch, - aku lunch bukan sebab aku lalu sebab aku tau badan aku perlukan makanan – aku pack pi studio. Aku macam ah aku tak kisah, wei apa2 studio tau senang sikit. Haaa ternyata lebih senang. Buat la kerja aku pun ink la lukisan plan tu dengan drawing pen.

Selasa tu kan memang ajaib ah. Walaupun esok tu rabu, esok tu submission, dan lagi aku makan chicken chop ngn basuh baju. Like, okay. Aku turun pi studio pakai hoodie ngn trackbottom yang besaq bapak tu. Tapi best ooh sebab dia besaq, mcm free ja movement. Haa tak pa la. Lepas dah ink semua tu, kaler la. Pun masalah jugak sebab marker pun dah nak habih ink. Tutuh la guna jugak. Aku volunteer nak render bila dah habis nanti. Nasib aku cukup rehat dah sehari sebelum tu. Yang team mate aku yang lain ni ada yg dah mamai dah. So tak pa la aku gigih jugak. Pukul 7:30. Ada ka dak kelas stats, memang aku plan tak mau pi pun. Oky test arab pukul 9. Masa tu aku soang ja la kat studio. Ada brothers yg otw pi class. Aku dok merender lagi dari tadi. Dgn tak duduk. Aku nak angkat tangan ah. Konon “PA KHABAQ BRADER??” konon cool la an. Tapi tak penah buat pun sebab masa depa lalu tu aku dok sibuk dok render. Why can I do that? Sbb depa mcam nerd gila. Aku ni cam cool ah lagi dari depa. hehehe

Silap pagi rabu tu test Arab. Pi la test arab. Aku siap dalam 15 minit ja. Fuh. Laju aku. AKU STUDY TERAMAT LA SIKIT MACAM TAK STUDY LANGSUNG. ADA AKU KISAH??! Pi kelas kan bukak kertas soalan, Masya-Allah, apa kejadah ni????????!!!!!!!!!!!! Aku dengan tak tidoq waktu tu, tak tidoq langsung. Last aku tidoq sebelum tu pun masa sebelum kelas IRK hari selasa tu, iaitu pukul 11 pgi. AKU PUN APA LAGI, AH LANTAK AH. MAMPOIH AH BUKANNYA KIRA CGPA PUN. Tara dok jawab soalan tu pun aku boleh tertidoq, mmg aku perlukan sangat wei. Dengan lapaq, perut dok bunyi kruuuuu ja. Suka tak suka, aku makan jugak biskut masa dok jawab test tu. Lapaq sangat wehhh! Aku ngn kawan satu studio aku keluaq dulu ah.

SUMPAH SATU APA PON AKU TAK PAHAM. SATU HABUK APA PON AKU TAK PAHAM!!!!! Mampoih ah. Aku mabuk kot masa tu dengan board dok dalam kepala hotak lagi. Aku dengan mabuknya waktu tu, pasang la lagu, tak pasang headphone. Malas ah. Satgi tersangkut pulak kan. Sambal dok render lukisan plan tu. Sakit jari weh. Haaaaaiiii tapi tu lah buat jugak. Dengan lantai bersepah aku tanya la kawan studio aku satu lagi  “Rai ada penyapu tak?” “Ada” “tolong bawak turun boleh? Nak sapu sampah?” “haa boleh” aku rasa bersalah ah kot kacau dia an “emm takpa la nnti guna penyapu bilik kami” dia pun angguk2 ja la. But she’s such a sweet angel. Dia bawak turun penyapu ngn penyodok. Aku pun terharu.

Aku dengan sakit tangan waktu, sakit belakang sebab buat kerja tak duduk, sapu la sampah. Terbongok bongkok kang. Dah habih sapu tu aku pi la beli pepsi ngn sandwich. Nasib la makanan ada. Kiosk tak bukak waktu sbb pakcik jaga kedai tu rehat. Hmm konon la. Lama sungguh dia punya rehat. Aku nak basuh tangan nak makan sandwich. Dah memandangkan aku tak tidoq ngn aku dok steady buat kerja sampai terbongkok-bongkok, aku pun jalan la slow, and terbongkok sikit. Slow gila ah aku jalan. Masa aku jalan balik pi studio, bila dah gaya buka pintu tu an aku dengaq, “teka dah”. Aku macam like that is so offensive. Untuk aku la kan ngn tak tidoq ngn otak tah betui ka dak waktu tu. Aku cam. HANG PASAIPA. SHUT UP U BITCH U KNOW NOTHING WHAT I HAVE BEEN DOING THE WHOLE DAY!!!! Like I said I wasn’t in my right mind that moment. That presentation. Haa lantakla dengan presentation. Tara mengantuk tu pun, I think my presentation was quite okay in the same time quite mild or ceroi or cayaq something like that. But for me it was okay la.

We celebrate by having Chatime that evening. Intan tolong order. Aku order caramel latte. Sementara nak tunggu order sampai, aku naik la bilik. Konon tak mau tidoq, hmm tidoq jugak. Adrina mai kat aku ngn chatime aku. Huhuhu terharu lagi. Aku bangun terkejut ah. Dia kata takpa anis tidor. Aku pun tidoq ah. Haaa daripaa petang tu aku tidoq dgn baju kurung, pukul 10:16 pm baru aku bangun. Herh! Lepas mandi apa semua baru la minum chatime and makan maggi and layan Sherlock. Yey! Aku tak share chatime aku ngn sapa pon pon sebab I DESERVE THIS DRINK MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE IN THIS ROOM. I BUST MY ASS OFF, BUSS MY SLEEP, MY ENERGY TO STAY UP LATE TO MAKESURE THAT DAMN BOARDS FINISHED. SO I DESERVED EVERY SIP OF THIS DRINK. Kalua tidak aku nak share tapi neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhh.. I was like DUDE YOU DESERVE THIS DRINK BECAUSE OF WHAT YOU DID LAST NIGHT. SO DRINK UP! So yeah. I did. it's almost 1 am, sunday when im typing this out. what three weeks it had been. tak sangka.


One for the kill

and here I am again to write about something. I have no idea why I'm writing this post. guess it was for. em. well, nothing important really. no, nothing. should I talk about the last two posts that had my current fictional crush? it's not a crush. it's my love. ehihihihi! anyway... Nah I think I shouldn't talk about it. it's a boring topic.

O yeah! I'm writing this because I am currently on my mid-semester break! Wehoo! Nothing exciting is happening currently right now. Still, I have lots of quizzes and assignments to submit and midterm exam after the break. So, will I be busy? Nah. I hope...I'm not...busy. 

As an Architecture and Built Environment Foundation Programme student, I am now doing the third project which is making a 3D model. Alhamdulillah, so far the design is accepted by my lecturer and that just enough to get me going until the end of the project. I really can't wait for this semester to end as it will be my final semester in CFS PJ. Thank You Allah! Insya-Allah I'll be going to the Main Campus which is in Gombak soon in September. Well, honestly speaking, IIUM isn't my first university choice. If could, I wanted to go somewhere else. What can I do? It had already been written in the stars. Destined to go there...I guess?

anyway (being a little bit emotional now) ...

after SPM, I thought of pursuing my studies in Architecture. Then after three ruthless semesters with my so-so CGPA, I decided to pursue in Applied Arts and Design. I have a feeling that Pure Architecture is not for me despite my deep interest in it. Y'know, going through my Tumblr dashboard, seeing a lot of beautiful designs and buildings. I love it, absolutely love it but...Uh. In the second project, I faced a little bit of difficulty in designing a model for it. Believe me, when I say my first project was complete shit. I mean completely shit! On the first project, it was shit from the start. The design and everything. Back to the second project, it was also shit. I didn't understand it. So yeah. Got B for both. (I can tell)

So far right now, I feel kinda good because I like the design for the third project. I mean, I still have to progress in the design so that it will look good. I think that's about it. 

My Reseach Skill lecturer is so sajissssssssssssssssss...!

p/s: Jacob Frye is still my favourite fictional bae *heart eyes emoji*




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